This was the first time Norm and myself had been to this Hospital.
We waited outside of the Wheatsheath in Woodhouse Eves with a great bunch of folks.
Just before we set off to Zackery Merton Hospital I mentioned to Norm and Ryan ( I think I've got the right name ) that I had suddenly felt very sick and had a strong sense of dread.
We all set off to the Hospital...we arrived at the barrier gate and this sense of dread became exceptionally strong.
By the time we had walked/ climbed to the hospital along and through a pathway that was like something out of the Blair Witch I can safely say that this feeling of dread was now horrendous and I could actually hear as well as feel my heart beating...I've felt fear before, but this was something that I have never felt before.
We got to the Hospital and we then looked for somewhere to be able to gain entry.
Eventually a window was found and a few of us climbed inside.
This place was a complete shambles.
The few of us that did go inside the building started to briefly look around the place to see how safe this place was to us all, and to see if there was possibly another entrance to it.
While in there this feeling of dread remained and as strong..I honestly don't think it could of got any stronger.
There was a real feeling of not being wanted there...this place felt very unfriendly and to be honest it felt threatening..if that makes sense.
It was decided to abandon the building and see if there was anywhere around the building that had a far better entrance for us and everyone else there.
Lee and myself decided to look around the other side of the Hospital and so off we went.
We found an open door, but unfortunately it was only into the boiler house and not as entry to any other part of the building.
We proceeded around to the what appeared to be possibly the main entrance door..but I could well be wrong...there were no entrances for us to access the building by as they were all sealed up.
Whilst there I looked around and saw in one of the second floor windows what appeared to be a light..as in something like a torch or even a flash of light that quickly passed across the window from within the building..I made comment to Lee, and we stood and watched for a few minutes, but nothing more became of that.
Whilst standing there I noticed that my breathing was heavier..I wouldn't say that I was having difficulty breathing, but it was enough for me to tell Lee that I couldn't breath too well..this horrendous feeling of dread ( which at one stage had seemed to leave me ) then came back as strong as before, and I knew that we needed to go back to the rest of the group.
Before going back, Lee and myself walked down some steps into the garden area. This sense of dread remaining but perhaps not quite as strong.
We contemplated doing an investigation in the grounds, but then later on it was ruled out for the time being.
As Lee and myself walked back up the steps to the Hospital to go back around to the rest of the group, I again found that my breathing was harder and heavy..this feeling of dread becoming again very strong.
I felt that as we were walking back around the building that we were definately being watched...I found it difficult to even look at any of the window areas.
We got back around to the rest of the group, and my breathing again became normal...basically as soon as we left that side of the building.
We joined the group and was immediately informed of peoples feeling of anxiety, dread, and something making them feel that we needed to leave the premises...we were also told of a flash of light seen in one of the windows on the second floor.
There was also a report of hearing quite a menacing laugh.
I borrowed one of Lee's torches, with new batteries in, and within seconds the batteries were draining...it would then at certain places...on the way out of the grounds...become bright again.
This torch did this and then finally died all the way back through the wooded walk back to the road...it then relit brightly once on the road.
At that time my feeling of dread left me as well.
Jan.